On Day 22 Batterson makes an interesting observation. Psalm 37:4 assures us that, when we make God the center of our living, He in return gives us the desires of our heart. Batterson points out that the word give in its original context means to conceive. In other words, God doesn't necessarily grant us our deep down wishes in life. Instead, He places within us new wishes, fresh dreams, and different desires.
It's important to note that this scripture speaks this promise for anyone who truly pursues God and His Truth. So, if pursuing Him is my top priority, I can expect that some of the goals I've had in life might come to feel less important. I can also expect new ideas to pop into my head every now and then, and maybe some new opportunities to present themselves.
I have to admit that I find that concept both attractive -- and unsettling. New opportunities appeal to me. But giving up old ideas? Now that's a bit difficult.
I like to think that I own my ideas, new and old, good and bad. What if God introduces into my mind an idea that frightens me or makes me feel uncomfortable? What if it's something I wouldn't normally do? Can I truly say that it's a "desire" of my heart? And what if His desire, placed in my heart, means I have to let go, cut back, step back, or step up? That can be a really scary thought.
For me, it all comes down to trust: believing that He knows best -- what's best for my good and His glory. And if I trust, I need to be willing to let go of the past and hold on to His future.
I may not always like what He's doing in my life or in my world around me.
But as long as He's the One doing it, I'll be fine.
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